broken and fat

you know those nights where you seem to just drift off without knowing it and somehow you wake up and its suddenly morning, your hair is a mess, your makeup is still on, and you feel like complete shit? yeah...well it happened. i felt like crap, and i felt like i didnt get any sleep what so ever. it doesnt help that im an idiot either. i accidentally punched my shower head when i got out and my pinky finger pretty much died. i stood there, i think for exactly 4 minutes, not moving with my jaw to the ground. now when i crack my knuckle, it sends pain surging down from my finger down to my wrist. im ridiculous. anyway, here are some pictures from lauren's place: