jinxed it.

damnit. time to catch up now.

better

i don't want to jinx it, but i think i'm able to slowly relax now. finals are coming up, but if i time things correctly, it shouldn't be too stressful between studying and writing papers. whew, i hope this all works out.

jen and i went to irvine today to soak in the radiating sunlight. went to 85C to get pasteries and my sea salt coffee. sat there and talked for awhile about stuff. i tried doing hw but i couldn't concentrate with the girl next to us speaking loudly about the latest gossip. so i gave up and read over jen's paper instead. we stayed for a good 2 hours before we left to the LAB anti-mall which was pretty...ok? hipster hotspot, that's for sure. but the walk was pretty nice, art everywhere you look.

i need tomorrow to pass by quick so thursday comes. what am i doing on thursday? going to the hungtington library and the norton simon with jen. i haven't used my camera in awhile, and i really need to. plus i heard the huntington library's pretty amazing.

breaks

taking a break from doing hw. the past couple of weeks have been a handful. sorry for all the emotional posts lately. seems like lately this blog has been drained of all happiness and replaced with shit. i'm trying to get my brain to function in the correct way but i don't really know what the correct way is anymore? so i just figured whatever happens happens.

everyday this week has been absolutely beautiful, it's a shame that i haven't taken full advantage of that. been stuck inside my dark apt lately, cramming useless information into my head for classes. i'm slowly counting the days until this semester is over so i can maybe relax. i know jen and i are planning on taking some summer courses at pcc so hopefully that won't kill me over.

trying to get back into the funk of things, whatever that means.